Sunday, July 6, 2008

long story.....

ytd n tdy spenting time at lee's house playing dagon ms...haha...veri fun n nt feeling any tiredness...dun think of sleeping anyway lor...play until lik going crazy leh...hehe...wish monday also the same n everyday also...if can thn it would b nice lor...haiz..but stil not so happy enough lor coz i stil canot forget the thing happen on fri at school...sianz...dun wan go think about it but it stil lik coming 2 mi at all time...it hard 2 get irid of it lor...haiz...n not 1 wil understand whn i tel them...wonder if ther is good listener 2 heard mi say out...but i also so hard 2 tel the other about it or mayb somebody would lik say mi wa tht i care about it 4...nvm..try as fast 2 forget n thn stay happy..more than spenting the whole time like emo lor....ppl c le..would ask mi so many qns..i dun feel lik ansing 2 them or talk 2 them either...in the end,now saddness is more happiness 2 mi...lolz...sometime i feel lik think of too much thn feeling lik veri fan lor...lolz...n i stil curious of something...i ask so many teacher n yet the ans from them is different so how i'm going 2 do lor....i feel lik asking every ppl...wa is love?is love unexplainable?or wa?to mi is gif the person happiness and willing protect her all yr life n hlp her whn she in problem n trust her no matter wa n cant feel jealous whn she is wif other boi together n most important is love her forever...lolz...but y r all the ns so de diffcult...hiaz...dun think so much leh or else i wil gone crazy...or mayb i would spent everyday de nite wifout sleeping thinking until i get a fix ans...ya should do tht...even if die i will stil do tht 2....

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